Thursday, September 06, 2012

Going back to school

While holding down a job.

I must say, it's very daunting for me. I'm scared I won't be able to focus on work. I'm scared I won't be able to keep up with the pace of student life. I'm scared that juggling between work and study will be too overwhelming for me.

Most of all, I'm scared that I won't be able to even pass the first semester.

I know I have such a good support system but it does not wash away my anxiety.

Four years after leaving school, do I still have it in me?

The plus side of this is that I get to come home everyday. Such a comforting feeling to be around family and cats!

Trying to be positive here.

Bismillah. Wish me luck!

2 comments:

Bipolar sometimes said...

i share the same anxiety tun. We'll forge on together!

n.m.p said...

InsyaAllah! But I'm still dreading over numbers and equations though. Heheh